I was wounded to
begin with from the daggers in your eyes,
as I pulled that
old wooden chair up to the table,
I said, deal me
in for just one hand,
I'm on a quest
for love, but willing to stay as long as I am able.
I could feel the
blood as it flowed to the floor,
from the stab
wounds deep in my chest.
You held his
heart, within your hand,
but it was his
soul you wanted to test.
You knew when
you saw that smile on my face,
that I thought I
actually had a chance,
To beat you at
your own game of lust,
and with your
insecurities I would dance.
I took a drink
while staring hard,
to see if there
was any change in your mind,
Or maybe I was
just looking close,
for any form of
weakening signs.
There were none
that I could find,
you were steady
as a rock,
It was though my
hand you could see right through,
you laughed as
though to mock.
I had but only
one draw left to gain,
and I was
drawing to an inside straight,
So I closed my
eyes and said dealer deal,
for in your deck
you hold my fate.
Face down it
landed on the dusty top,
and once again
our eyes locked together,
I could see the
tiny beads of sweat,
as I reached for
the card to gather.
Then suddenly a
thought entered my head,
that maybe I
didn't really want to win,
Maybe it was the
competition I longed for,
so I looked up
with a sheepish grin.
I folded my hand
and pushed it to the center,
and shoved my
chair away,
Then I heard you
sigh and sneer,
when I said
there will come another day.
There was
sadness across the face of your intended,
as his eyes
focused on the floor,
I paused and
wiped his only tear,
then headed for
the door.
A silent hush
engulfed the crowds,
when the dealer
exposed my hand,
A royal straight
flush, is what I held,
along with the
soul of your man.